Day 11 leading to Year 4
"If y'all was capable of getting it, I wouldn't mind explaining
If y'all was capable of getting it, it wouldn't need explaining"
I love you. Another day is another opportunity to say it. If you're reading this I'm thankful. Thankful that my love for you exist for you to be nurtured by. If you're reading this 10 years from now, and I'm no longer here, then I'm happy that I took the time out of my life that I did, to leave a piece of me here for you to remember and enough love to embrace you and always remind you what love feels like.100 years from now when you or I no longer exist, then I just want whoever is reading this to know that this Queen who overcame her addiction almost 4 years ago to this day, is an amazing person who is loved greatly and deeply. She is an amazing mother. An invaluable friend. A loving wife. A creative businesswoman. An extremely strong human being. She is everything you could have wished to know and exist with. She is one of a kind and has no equal at being exactly who she was. The things that matter to her she gives her all to. She's perfectly imperfect. Her life at 34 has already seen decades of pain and struggles that most people will blessedly never know, but she still fought on until she changed the world. Historically you know her story, this is who she is to me. Love life while we have it. I don't know what's after, but I do know opportunities exist right now in a way that they never will again. In a few days you'll have 4 years sober. Someone reading this might be a few hours away from having one day. The example you are isn't for you, it's for us. None of us knows what we can face until we face it. I believe that eventually we'll all realize that we're all facing it all together. Who you are enriches so many. What you've survived and how you did so is a roadmap for someone to follow. You're blazing a trail all your own that is going to save lives exponentially. We need you. And thank you. Keep going. Keep growing. I love you Fati.