"If y'all was capable of getting it, I wouldn't mind explaining
If y'all was capable of getting it, it wouldn't need explaining"
I'm running a little late due to unforeseen prison lockdowns limiting communication and what not, but I refuse to let that stop me from showing love to my big bro who deserves mountains of it. I ain't got much but my words, but I wanna use them to acknowledge you today, and rejoice at another year of life and existence. You are exactly who life and this world needs you to be. I understand that you go dark and disappear sometimes. I understand that people always reach out when they need you, but are rarely if ever there when you need them. When my sister died no one reached out, but you showed up. We both know it wasn't out of love for her. Years later I can say thank you. You have always been there and invested when you didn't have to be, and I am thankful for it. I have no idea what you've been up to these last few years, I have no idea what's going on in your mind, but I honestly for some reason think I can in some way relate. Do me a favor please and reach out because I have no way of reaching out to you besides this. You might not remember this, but we talked about suicide when I was 15 right before I came to prison. I won't reiterate the conversation, but it was enlightening and helpful to me back then. I need you again bro. And for some reason I feel like you need me. Let's talk. Let's share. Let's relate on a level that most thankfully can't. You have no idea how pivotal of a person you have always been in my life. Please let me show you that someone in this world is capable of caring with no strings attached. I'll never stop Daring Greatly because you taught me how. I'm here bro I love you. Happy Birthday and I can't wait to celebrate with you very soon.