"If y'all was capable of getting it, I wouldn't mind explaining
If y'all was capable of getting it, it wouldn't need explaining"
I love the relationships I have. I don't love a lot of things or people, but the people I do love I love with every single bit of who I am. What I've realized in all honesty is that no matter how hard I love I can't keep any relationship alive simply by pouring more love into it. A relationship, any relationship is a connection between two or more things, even if that means a relationship with yourself. Caring about yourself is a prerequisite to caring for yourself. Energy & investment must go both ways for not just growth, but maintenance as well. 1st steps are important, & here's mine. To everyone who I love, but have disconnected with, I'm asking for an assist. I'm not asking you to fight a battle on your own. I'm not making an excuse of where I am being a limit to what I can give or do. I am telling you that you are a priority to me. What I need is feedback. Reach out to me & talk to me about our relationship. I may not be able to solve every problem. I may not be able to solve even one. What I can do for a fact is solve the question of whether I care or not, whether you've thought it consciously or not. I do care and even if I fail I'm willing to try. My only question is who is willing to try with me? I feel like your worth it, otherwise I wouldn't be investing time & energy saying so. If you wanna reconnect with me you know where to find me. If you want to build with me you know where to find me. Nothing has ever changed. If you need me, you know where to find me. Life is only here until it's not. The time we have is the time we have. One day I will stop breathing. While I have breath in my body I'm telling you if I love you I love you. Simple and uncomplicated. If I love you I need you. My love isn't an investment I can throw away cheaply. Feedback is an opportunity to fix instead of abandoning ship. If you're alive we've got time.